“Ludicrousness”

Submitted by betrugen:

Waking up in the morning with big thoughts that this day will be mine seems to be pretty menacing. Do you really feel what am I trying to express? I’m sure you don’t. It’s not what you have been thinking of or as it is. It never was. What bothers me the most is staring at the handful of people who have the rights to make the rules and regulations, and to command people where to stand and what to do. This is utterly ridiculous. Sometimes, I wish, I could get over it by just taking it as a joke, but mostly it haunts me in my sleep. I’m totally insomniac not due to my own neurosis but in fact the public, especially those ignorant a**holes. Really, my sense of love just makes you feel disgusted and nauseated. Do you really think its profane and immoral? Well is it really that raunchy when I speak about my love life? It is absolutely anomalous but that doesn’t mean that you are always right. Did you choose to live a straight life? Oh wait, this is definitely not for those little straight people that my eyes never needed glasses to see. Let me inquire about your love for someone. Have you ever asked yourself, why do you fall for him/her ? Why do you like this and that of his/her? Have you ever analyzed and interpreted your sense of love for someone? Well, let me tell you something: I do. Your ignorance has pretty much moulded me and sharpened my eyes to choose someone for a reason and have a lovely life. Thanks for the pros and when are you going to get rid of the major cons of your impulses? I never fall for someone for the sake of it. No never, It’s always a matter of question that I have to repeat to myself to make sure that what I’m into is not going trouble me later on in my life. I’m pretty sure, most of you don’t, well, I’m sorry to hear that. I can’t love a person for the sake of loving or for the sake of sex. Never and hopefully not going to, unless there is some hormonal rush and lustful gush.

3 months ago · 1 note

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